Everything

I Don’t Care….

I don’t care… cause you don’t care… this shit ain’t fair … the love ain’t there….
But I keep on holding on… even though the love is gone… cause the thought of moving on is scary…
You’re the one i’m supposed to marry… or at least be fuck with till we’re dead
Ain’t that what we said?
How the fuck you gone live without me… how the fuck you gone fuck with out me?
Who am I even kidding? You’d be okay without me.. sorry for making it about me… I just thought you were all bout me… but you’re not…
right?
Sorry for all the questions.. you hate when I ask you questions. When will I learn my damn lesson? Fuck… I did it again…
i’m rambling…
But baby I need fucking answers… baby we beat fucking cancer.. we should be able to beat anything…

I don’t care anymore… I just stopped giving a fuck.

I mean.. It is possible I gave one yesterday… But today there is no such luck..

Great… Another fucking screaming match…. fuck this shit…

Damn… All I asked for is some time… that was FUCKING it..

I am getting tired of being called crazy, when really if you weren’t so lazy… I mean, just look at me baby! Like I’m your fucking lady… Hug me like you don’t hate me… Do you even want to date me? I feel like you’re about to play me… boy don’t you dare fucking play me…..

Please…

Because I really couldn’t take it… Baby let’s get naked… Baby just fuck my mouth… No I won’s shut my mouth… How did we go so damn south…

Okay just fuck it. JUST FUCK THIS…

I said I dont care… I wish I didn’t care… I wish the love was still there…

NO.

I’ll keep screaming I DON’T CARE. Till I don’t care… one day i wont care…

I’m OUT

Naw, Hold up. You’re going to let me walk the fuck away? And just go the fuck about your day? Like just fuck me huh? This wouldn’t happen if you’f just fuck me. Just slam me on the bed and give me head.. BOY just FUCK ME. How the fuck can you not fuck me?

When I’m the one who makes your toes curl. Since the first time I’ve been you’re “IT girl” Remember when you would smile and say “You’re the shit girl!” But nowadays its “You’re such a BITCH girl'”

Have I destroyed us completely? Is anything intact? I need to know because I just want my man back… shit.. can I at least get my best friend back?

Dammit… I feel so pathetic.. I just want you to get it……. I just want you to want me…. Sorry for being needy… It’s just that I feel like I’m bleeding.. just broken and defeated…      And the worst part about it is….. YOU DON’T SEE IT…

But it’s cool… I don’t care… 

I guess I should go…. but it’s like……

It’s not life without you there… 

so where 😦 

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